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Catalyst
04:05
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What does motivation feel like to you?
Feels like a train that stops out of the blue
Am I out of originality?
Or is this new style just vanity?
Find you
I'm lost
And it makes me feel like I'm going nowhere
and I feel I should care, but i don't
I know there's a catalyst in my head
I know if I get it out there, I could get ahead
I want my music to get out there, it's my dream
But I can't get my voice out there no matter how loud I scream
Find you
I'm lost
And it makes me feel like I'm going nowhere
and I feel I should care, but i don't
Feels like I booked at the wrong hotel
Am I bidding the old farewell?
Is my message really heartfelt?
Am I really being myself?
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Lost
03:51
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I've had a few years to reflect on myself
Unintentionally stepped out of the spotlight
I can say that I'm focusing on my health
But I'd be lying if I didn't regret it outright
Left to my own devices, I crumble
How did I get to this point, I wonder
I'll admit I lost my stability
and I don't have the ability to pick myself back up
I feel so lost, I feel so lost
So, I've had enough of my own self-pity
I need to get out and see my city
Staying inside's kept me busy
But I can't deny that everything feels so empty
Left to my own devices, I crumble
Why am I still at this point, I wonder
I know I can get back my stability
I can do it and get back that validity
and recover the clarity that I desperately need
I feel so lost, I feel so lost
Get me out at any cost
Cause I feel so lost
Take a deep breath
I'm fine on my own
I've been wandering down this path all alone
Is this something that I've convinced myself
That my loneliness is gonna help
Or am I gonna keep spiraling down this rabbit hole
Left to my own devices, I crumble
Why am I still at this point, I wonder
I know I can get back my stability
I can do it and get back that validity
and recover the clarity that I desperately need
I feel so lost, I feel so lost
Get me out at any cost
Cause I feel so lost
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Abyss
03:41
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Everyday I sink deeper into my abyss
I float and wonder how I've gotten myself into this
What is the key to change my fate?
I just need to escape
I'm wrapped up in this cold abyss
How can I escape its coldened grip?
I want to change my fate
But I need to escape this abyss
I wake and see nothing ahead
Wondering if I should get out of bed
I'm wrapped up in this cold abyss
What will I get if I get out of this
This cold abyss
I'm wrapped up in this cold abyss
How can I escape its coldened grip?
I want to change my fate
But I need to escape this abyss
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Then It Burns
03:13
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Light a match, casting light upon the ground
Look at everything you've built & found
Playing with your walls of sound
Look at the crowd gathering around
Kid, you got something special
And a somewhat healthy mental
Your work was a vessel
But you let the rise get to you
Truly was an exciting time
Labels and deals aligned
But you lived too much in fantasy
To actually make them a reality
You let your pride consume you
Talking about yourself with no follow-through
You’re too distracted to notice that you dropped the match
Now the crowd’s running away as you’re left all alone to-
Watch the fire you created burn it down
Everything you worked for, it’s all gone
Light the bridge with kerosene
And then it burns all to the ground
I’m watching your fire run wild over something you cared for
And now I’m wondering how you could possibly hurt more
(Cause)
You seem so empty with the mourning of all of your work
Even though you’re the one who burned it, you hurt yourself, now you’re stuck and now you’ll just-
Watch the fire you created burn it down
Everything you worked for, it’s all gone
Light the bridge with kerosene
And then it burns all to the ground
You did this all to yourself (Then it burns down)
You did this all to yourself (I watched it burn down)
And now you're watching it burn
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Turn To Dust
02:02
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I wanna make something beautiful
but everything I touch seems to turn to dust
Maybe I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm just going mad
I forced myself to lose everything that I had
I feel if I don't right this wrong with this song
I'll lose it all and watch my work turn to dust
Watch it all turn to dust
Was it all worthless?
Maybe I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm just going mad
I forced myself to lose everything that I had
I feel if I don't right this wrong with this song
I'll lose it all and watch my work turn to dust
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Daybreak
04:26
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I'm trapped in a dark room
With nothing else to do
But I'll look out the window
And hope that sunlight comes through (comes through)
Give me time, I need my space
If you're fine, you'll let me stay
Just listen why, no need for hate
Look at the sky, I'll be fine in the daybreak
Give me time, I need my space
If you're fine, you'll let me stay
Just listen why, no need for hate
Look at the sky, I'll be fine in the daybreak
But it sounds like this now
When it comes to an end
We'll all be better than we were
I don't know when the daybreak will come
I'm looking for an out
I wanna escape this place so much
But it swarms me down, and I remind myself
I'll be fine in the daybreak
But it sounds like this now
Give me time, I need my space
If you're fine, you'll let me stay
Just listen why, no need for hate
Look at the sky, I'll be fine in the daybreak
Give me time, I need my space
If you're fine, you'll let me stay
Just listen why, no need for hate
Look at the sky, I'll be fine in the daybreak
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Circles
03:08
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I've been going round in circles
but I think I finally found the answer
That I've been looking for
Set aside the pain I've caused myself
I've found another way
So let me explore
I've been suffering like this for a couple years
And I feel it's time I let go of this fear
I don't know what they're wanting from me
But I've learned to finally scale the debris
Running in circles for one, two, three years
It gets old when you let this break you to tears
I don't know what they're wanting from me
But I think I've finally broken free
I've been going round in circles
but I think I finally found the answer
That I've been looking for
Set aside the pain I've caused myself
I've found another way
So let me explore
You take a long time to process your pain
You realize how minor it was when you clean off the lens
But I don't wanna live in fear no more
I've got a long way so let's start right now
I'm tired of being blocked by all of these hurdles
Cause I don't wanna spend the rest of my life running in circ-
I'm running in circles
I'm running in circles
I'm running in circles
I've been going round in circles
but I think I finally found the answer
That I've been looking for
Set aside the pain I've caused myself
I've found another way
So let me explore
I've been going round in circles
but I think I finally found the answer
That I've been looking for
Set aside the pain I've caused myself
I've found another way
So let me explore
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Under The Moonlight
03:31
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I've been playing my daydream on replay
The one where I'm free of my mind's dismay
I don't wanna be held down forever and ever again
Then you said to me "let's escape this,
I'll take you to a world where you can't replace it"
Then before I knew it, we were out there, watching the sunset
We were under the moonlight
And for once, it felt alright
you and I all by ourselves
and you said, "it's okay this time"
Sitting under the moonlight
Y'know, it seemed to sit right
I wouldn't want to be with anyone else
when we're under the moonlight
Found comfort in the aphelion
Maybe this is what I need to move on
I made mistakes but I'll mold them all into bygones
And watch the regrets disappear
I'm no longer held down by fear
And I promise I'll make it to another year
I was under the moonlight
and I had an epiphany
about what success means to me
I don't need the numbers
I'll be okay if something blunders
as long as I released it to the public, that's okay with me
We were under the moonlight
And for once, it felt alright
you and I all by ourselves
and you said, "it's okay this time"
Sitting under the moonlight
Y'know, it seemed to sit right
I wouldn't want to be with anyone else
when we're under the moonlight
Sitting under the moonlight
I finally feel alright
I think I finally won this fight
And I'll let it sink in while I reflect on this all night
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Show me what I'm made of, I don’t know
I've been fighting myself for control
People always say that you reap what you sow
I've been having trouble with that though
Learning how to fly but can’t stop falling (Say I'm balling while I'm bawling)
Fucked myself up but I say I'm balling (Don’t know who I'm calling)
Break myself down until I'm nothing (Chase a bag, light a match)
Falling apart and I can’t stay solid (Start a fire then I'll dash)
"Baby, I'm melting
Everything is crumbling
What are you doing if you're not living in present?
Baby, I'm melting
I can feel my mind melting
And it pains me to see you like this
I wish I could go back to it."
You told me you wish I could go back
but I won't let you keep your grip on me
I don't wanna hear it
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10. |
I Don't Wanna Hear It
03:00
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It's the worst feeling you could possibly get
You're in love, but you know you're just faking it
What do you do when you're scared to tell the truth?
I don't wanna address these feelings
but I know I can't keep lying to you like this
We'll feel better if we released
Each other from this loosening grip
I know you fear this
"i don't wanna hear it", you said to me
but I can't keep lying like this
"I don't wanna hear it"
But I still screamed it out loud
Guess I didn't fear it
I'm finally proud
You can't hold me down anymore
I've won this war
How does it feel
When it's your pride that I steal?
I've spent my whole life not wanting to speak up
I've been trapped in that moment for a while
The pressure's been building up until it'll erupt
That stuff will kill you as a child
I don't want my past to define me
That's no longer me, so start looking at me
From now on, I can guarantee
I don't wanna hear it if it tries to hold me back
"I don't wanna hear it"
But I still screamed it out loud
Guess I didn't fear it
I'm finally proud
You can't hold me down anymore
I've won this war
How does it feel
When it's your pride that I steal?
"I don't wanna hear it"
But I still screamed it out loud
Guess I didn't fear it
I'm finally proud
I'm finally proud
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Syonide Columbus, Ohio
Syonide is an independent electronic music artist from Columbus, Ohio.
He has been making music since 2013 and releasing music underneath the moniker since 2017.
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